what comes after.

Where do I go from here?

How do I pick myself up?

I’ve begun to glue my tiny, shattered bits together but they just won’t fit the same as before. The edges are charred and the surface is uneven. And then there are gaps that only you could’ve filled.

But you are gone. Without a second thought. Not even a bit of hesitation. You didn’t look back even once.

What you’ve left in your wake is a tsunami of feelings. Our history keeps washing all over me and yet my insides are coarse and parched.

How do I forget an entire lifetime that we had planned together?

How do I convince myself that it will never manifest into reality?

How do I erase the future we’d built in our hearts?

They say you’ve moved on and so will I. But I was happy in the now.

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